31th of May -no decision to be made yet-

well.. as you guys know, today is the last day of May 2009..

eum.. and FYI
and i still haven't chosen which university / campus i should join yet.

my parents' decision(s) make me frustrate for sure,
i can't go elsewhere except Medan, which is my hometown.

even i can't go to USU.

i know they afraid i can't take care of myself if i live far from them,
i know they worry about me.
i know that i am the only daughter of them.
but, isn't it a bit too hyper? i am 18 year-old already, and soon i will be 20! i am no more a kid!

i just want to go to Jakarta and they still DON'T allow me to go there to study, to reach my dream!!
even we have many family live in there to take care of me!

tell me guys, does universities in Medan have arts & design faculty?
i want to be a graphic designer! i feel like my future is being taken away.

i... have lost my future, haven't I?

i envy you who are allowed to choose your own future..
i really do....